Lost for words

I’m lost , lost for words

Having so much to say and

No way to say it

Losing your life

Through debilitating illness

Makes me feel lost, lost for words

Being held down by six nurses

And injected with medication

Makes me feel lost,  lost for words

Taking a brisk walk

Drugged up, depressed and isolated

Makes me feel lost, lost for words

Losing your selfish self

And coming back to life

Makes me feel lost, lost for words

Hoping that dream will be answered

And looking for a love that was once so real

Makes me feel lost, lost for words

Taking time to reflect on goals

And ambitions of the past

Makes me feel lost, lost for words

Gaining self-confidence and losing my inhibitions

Developing peace of mind

Makes me feel lost, lost for words

Learning to live in the moment

And forgiving myself for past unhappiness

Makes me feel lost, lost for words.